Haiz. i'm very sad today. really very sad.
its my first day of the holidays to be sad.
i did not know what i have done really has so many wrongs and leaves an impression to others.
i thought that by plainly going out to eat is just to have fun.
So even asking or rejecting some food was just what i thought a mischievious act.
no one would really care what others will think when those actions were done.
However, some people tend to observe everything and starts to critisise about it.
Somehow, i really think eating with your best pals are much more better than eating with your peeps.
Best pals won't think that much.
They only care the enjoyment of the food.
Haiz. i wonder why we are always thinking a different way .
Ok. So i told a person how i felt and who knows?
She tells the other & of coz i know the next thing is they starts saying about the past.
And blah blah.
Do you know what we are talking that time is not really what i meant? (referring to at night)
Do you know why did i speak sarcastically?
Maybe you really do not know.
Maybe from my words, you can't infer the hidden meaning.
Ahh,,, i don't think its appropriate to say here. so i shall not say (:
ok. i am not saying in a sarcastic way now. I, yumiko will consider people's feelings when i do anything now.
although it may sounds that i would be a retard if i have to think of others then do the action. ahha.
ok although i know that's not what u mean. Jus saying in a lame way. heex.
Alright, in conclusion.. i am now not angry with you already.
So lets shake hands :D
WATG!